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A re-cap of a few days ago and today
Saturday, August 14, 2010 @ 6:36 PM |
comment (0) Today I finally talked to him - on msn. I KNOW, I can't do it face to face, the fact that he's always around his friends, and I get embarrassed..sucks, right? Anyways, our conversation was pretty short, due to the fact that he was getting ready to go to a house party, haha. HAVE FUN, EVEN THOUGH YOU WON'T SEE THIS MESSAGE =). AND soon, I will go up to him and talk, or maybe just say a simple 'hello' will do. Hehehe... And what's even more conspicuous is that he always sees me looking at him. Dammit!:$ But oh well, I love looking in his eyes, they're so dreamy, and his smile, and it brightens my day up. Everything about him makes me want to go for a second chance for him. Because maybe it was my fault that our relationship went down the line. Maybe I was too young and naive to know anything. It's funny how he still gives me butterflies in my stomach -gushes-. He just, makes me feel so good. Even if I'm only takling to him for a bit, I would smile, AND I WOULD KEEP THAT SMILE ON MY FACE =) ________, YOU'LL ALWAYS PUT A BIG SMILE ON MY FACE, AND YOU'LL NEVER FAIL TO DO THAT BECAUSE I'M SIMPLY IN LOVE YOU AND ESPECIALLY YOU'RE GORGEOUS SMILE. To the people that supported me for liking him again, thank you. I'm happy because you guys knew how I felt about this, and of course, have known me for quite a while and it wouldn't be that hard to pick up how I am. I know you guys knew what happened that time. You guys supported me through thick and thin, and I couldn't be forever mroe grateful. Without you guys there to help me, who can? Once again, thank you, for everything. And, to the people that didn't, it's okay. I know you guys said that you can find someone else so much better, but that's not it. We shared a lot of interest and we were connected (and we still are i hope!). I know he did me wrong, but, he was also young and naive. Young people would stupid things that they would regret - but some of them don't regret it. The specific things that happened in the past, stays in the past. Unless that person is willing to bring it up again to have a D&M conversation with you (by this I mean CLOSE FRIENDS having a convo with you). And to the people that were heartless and went on blabbering about it to everyone, I got nothing to say to you, AT ALL. So ''t ( -__- ) t'' <-- UP YOURS !!! You fail at keeping a confidential secret! You should not be trusted by anyone. Naming people on blogs are rude, so no, I will not mention the names. Well I think this post should end now, bye x |
