 
 Photography is my passion. I hate being screwed over.
"Wanna know who your true friends are? Fuck up and see who's still there for you. icon : violetbirdy |
It's so hot, but I love this weather!
Sunday, October 31, 2010 @ 5:21 PM |
comment (0)  Right now, I have treatment on my hair, because my hair is badly damaged. I have to leave it on for roughly about 15-20 mins. Hopefully my hair will be nice, soft and smooth afterwards! ~ EVERYTIME I SEE YOU BOY, I GET FIRED UP (FIRED UP) (FIRED UP) (8) Saturday, October 30, 2010 @ 6:57 PM |
comment (0) You smile when you feel like crying, you act like you’re okay, when you’re falling apart inside and you let it go. You move on because there’s nothing else you can do. ♥ ----- OKAY. So, yeah, I like someone right? But, I thought to myself? What if he doesn't like me? What if he has no interest in me? Or what if he doesn't see me as the one? What if. I should remind myself not to be over-obsessed about someone whom I don't even know properly...yet. I can't put myself in a situation that I was once in, and boy was it hard - To had face each day with a fake smile, not wanting people to be worried about me. But that's okay now, because I'm not pretending anymore. Out with the old, in with the new. Ah..I'm just writing what my heart is feeling right now. I don't want to get hurt. I'm too young for any of this. Wish I could've went back in time and reversed all the mistakes that weren't meant to have happened. Fuck. ALRIGHTY...enough said. ---- Makeup can make you prettier on the outside, but it doesn't help if you're ugly on the inside. Unless you eat the makeup. La Bouche - Be My Lover
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comment (0) Anyone remember this? Haha. You wanna be my lover? Friday, October 29, 2010 @ 9:36 PM |
comment (0) A girl will spend a lot of time thinking about things that will never happen and sometimes, dressing up for the guy that will never notice her. ---- Gym postponed to i don't know when LOL. Seems as though my lovelies can't make it for nor apparent reason. Oh well... :( Next time, I'll invite my other girls to join in too!!! Hectic shiz. Anyway, at least I can relax..this week has been hectic - WAIT. I should study, ACK! ---- Ugh, almost the whole afternoon, I've been hearing incessant ringing in my ears. So annoying... I like.
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comment (0) Wednesday, October 27, 2010 @ 9:45 PM |
comment (0) I didn’t know that I liked you, until that one night, I was staring at my ceiling, and all I could do, was think about you. ---- ''He has the most adorable eyes you could ever fall for. The cutest smile that will take your breath away. He has the ability to make you laugh every time he speaks. And when you look at him, it’s hard to turn away.'' ---- I want a boy: - Who tickles me and laugh so hard. - Who can braid my hair. - Who shares his Ipod with me. - Who will make my wacky picture, his wallpaper. - Who will chat/text me all night long. - Who can play sports. - Who will tease me. - Who can scold me when I've done something wrong. - Who will take pictures. But in the end, I just want a boy, who will love me for who I am, and what I am when I'm with him. @ 9:25 PM |
comment (0) I usually despise people..but not this time. I think I'm leaning to the word hate, especially on you. I've never hated a human being so much in my life. You're a hypocritical person, so fucking stop! I know I can be one too, but can you please just speak for yourself and stop blabbering out bullshit about me?! The only thing I hope for now is that the people you're hanging out with now, know how YOU really are. Think your harsh words can hurt me? Think again. Talking about me isn't going to do any good. AND, I have every right to be angry and pissed at what you said about me. I thought you were mature than that - Guess not. Anyway I'm going to stop. Writing on here about you isn't going to make you stop - It just shows that I'm too scared to confront you, but I'm not. You can't even confront to me about anything!! You're insecure, get over yourself, and stop putting people down, like me, to make yourself feel better. How would you feel if someone was doing the exact same thing you're doing to me right now - It would hurt, right? ---- ''People don’t realise how much they can hurt me. They also don’t realise how much small actions can make my day. It may not look like it but when you joke around saying shit about me hit me for a joke. I don’t think it’s funny. It hurts me, I just don’t show it. The same for the small actions that make me smile. You may not know it, but you’ve made my entire day.'' ---- Some people really need to be taught a lesson. Maroon 5 - Sunday Morning
Tuesday, October 26, 2010 @ 6:22 PM |
comment (0) It's definitely and oldie, BUT I LOVE IT SO MUCH. Makes me feel good. You gotta admit it- does it make you feel good? x R-R-R-RAGEEEEEE - Life's a beach.
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comment (0) So tired and pissed. Got science hw. It's pretty easy, but I can't be fucked. I can't be fucked for anything anymore. I seriously can't stand life anymore. I'm just hanging on for the sake of people that I love. Without them, I'd probably lose it and do something stupid. .... Right now, I just want you...I wish you'd feel the same way I do for you. But I don't know. I want to get to know you more. Your likes, dislikes, nationality? Are you what I think I am? Haha. It's been a while since I've had a crush. I fell for your personality. Hope you can catch the bus tomorrow morning, I love talking to you. You make me happy. We can talk about whatever, and I guarantee you, I won't zone out. You're a pretty interesting guy. Your eyes, they are mesmerising. Your smile, it lifts my spirits up. Everything about you, I just simply adore it. I'minlikewithyouchristpuntillo.Sotellme,doyoufeelthesame? ---- You stupid bitch. You took credit of my work Well of course I knew that you were fucking looking at my sheet, so no need to point out the obvious you fucken douchebag. You could've at least told the teacher that you copied if off me, but then again, I know you're that kind of person who can't be honest. You're too scared to admit it and getting into trouble. OH WHAT? SCARED TO GET INTO TROUBLE?! OF YOU WOULD!YOU FUCKEN COPIED MY WORK.NOW TELL ME, WOULDN'T YOU BE PISSED IF SOMEONE WAS DOING THE SAME TO YOU YOU DID TO ME? OF COURSE YOU FUCKING WOULD! IT WAS MY WORK AND I DIDN'T COPY ANYONE. OH I WAS SO TEMPTED TO TELL THE TEACHER THAT YOU COPIED IT OFF ME! But no. I didn't want to start shit, and you'd probbaly start making up bullshit about me and spreading my secrets. Fuck you, I may play nice and safe around you, but one day, one fucking day, you will pay, for everything that you did to me. Why the hell did I even bother apologising to you? I know you'll never have the guts to go up to me to do something like that. I'm so angry at you, but I will not show it. ASJKHAKHKSDHASKH YAR FUCKEN SLACK BITCH. Next time I'm not going to sit next to you! I CAN SAY NO TO FRIENDS - LIKE YOU. AND YES, I HAVE THE FUCKING RIGHT TO BE ANGRY AT THIS. Bitch, you've crossed the line too many times, and fuck no am I going to let it happen to me...AGAIN. I'm going to stay away from you as far as possible. I don't care about our friendship - Oh wait, do we even have one? UHM NO. OH I HOPE ONE DAY I GET TO TELL YOU OFF SO PEOPLE CAN KNOW THE REAL YOU! Please, don't play cute anymore. You're not cute, and never were. I heard a lot of things about you from the past and now. Girl, you're malicious. ARGH FUCK YOU, YOU PUTRID MUT. DIT CHET DI, CON DI CHO. MAY LA KHONG CO KY DAU OT. MAY LA NGU SI! CHO DE. GHET MAY NHIEU LAM. KHONG MUON NOI CHIEN YI MAY NU. KY BAN NAO NGU QUA. XAU QUA. DIEU QUA. TROI OI, THUC DAY DI. KHONG CO AI THICH MAY DAU. CON GAI NAY, GHET MAY QUA!!!! HELLOOOO ALL! What a B-E-A-UTIFUUL saturday morning!
Saturday, October 23, 2010 @ 7:47 AM |
comment (0) Missing you is my hobby, caring for you is my job, making you happy is my duty and loving you is my life. ♥ ---- Later in the morning or afternoon, I'm going to go house inspecting with my sister and my mum. Sigh, it's all the way in Liverpool. I'm going to work out later, especially for my tummy and frog-like thighs. UGH, they need some toning to do bebe! ---- I'm feeling so fly like a G6! And FUCK, you're so cute. ;) Passenger Seat - Stephen Speaks (Cover)
Friday, October 22, 2010 @ 11:33 PM |
comment (0) Cute couple, eh? =) Ngaw, he's so fucking cute!!!! Amazing voice. I love. He's from SYDNEY!!!! Filo guys are super cute >< Hm.
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comment (0) The tendency to love someone..but also, the tendency to let go of that person you've spent too long holding on to..not doing a thing. It's pointless and...meaningless. ---- Yaay, got an A for the Japanese speaking examination today. I'm so bored at home, TGIF. Kat DeLuna ft. Akon - Push Push
Thursday, October 21, 2010 @ 7:19 PM |
comment (0) 'Sweet boy, I just wanna be your fantasy boy.'' ---- I WANT TO PARTY AND PARTY AND PARTY PARTY PARTY!!! BORED TO THE DAYS. SO OVER SCHOOL. @ 6:55 PM |
comment (0) “If you love two people at the same time, choose the second one. Because if you truly loved the first one, you wouldn’t love another one.” ---- The problem with us girls is that we fall for boys who gives us the sweetest words they never really mean. WHIP YO HAIR GURL
Wednesday, October 20, 2010 @ 4:05 PM |
comment (0) WHIP YO HAIR! HAHA. Tuesday, October 19, 2010 @ 8:22 PM |
comment (0) I'm about to watch another episode of Keeping Up With The Kardashians (new season). I'll never get over this! This reality tv show is what entertains me to the motherfucking fullest. I love it. Oh! Today's swim with Kat and Jenz was good, apart from the cold and all :) haha. I hope we go twice a week! We'll be fit as ever! Since we're always going swimming (which will work our shoulder and broader, ew), I should ask them if they want to go to the gym with me near my place. It would be fun fun FUN! We also saw Mr Dablan there HAHA, how weird aye? Meh, he's awesome! My Personal Highschool Advice
Monday, October 18, 2010 @ 5:43 PM |
comment (0) I love her. She's awesome :) Whose.
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comment (0) As soon as you get online, whose name do you look for first? When a slow song comes on, whose face pops up in your head? When you get a text, who do you hope it's from? Whose name makes your stomache drop when you hear it? ♥ Sunday, October 17, 2010 @ 7:05 AM |
comment (0) It’s completely impossible to find a guy who won’t hurt you. So instead, go for the guy who will make the pain worthwhile. ♥ --------- --------- They'll never be a day where I can forgive you. You did a mistake, but I guess everything happens for a reason. Maybe you weren't going to be part of my life from now unitl onwards - I'm so fucking glad. Whenever I see you, or hear your name and such, I have this huge anger towards you. I don't hate, but I think you got me leaning towards it, so fuck you. I don't want to see you ever again. I will try to avoid you as much as I can. Even my cousng hates you too. You fucking scared the shit out of her when she first met you on msn. Ha, don't you think I'll get over this, it'll take me quite a while to get over it, you putrid mut. Saturday, October 16, 2010 @ 9:34 AM |
comment (0) / Friday, October 15, 2010 @ 9:21 PM |
comment (0) From now on, I'll be going swimming with Kat and Jenz once or twice a week. We went today after school, well...Kat and Jen went to birrong pools first 'cause I had to go home and get my swimwear and such - Good thing I don't live that far. It was a good and VERY tiring day - A good workout to end the day. The weather was not so bad, the sky had mood changes at some point, but eventually gotten better throughout the whole swimming sesh thing. CAN'T WAIT TO GO SWIMMING AGAIN NEXT WEEK. This time, I'm going to wear a two-piece swimsuit, not one LOL. It would be embarrassing, only when there are cute guys there...and there WERE! From SEFTONNNN. Yahum. Thursday, October 14, 2010 @ 10:33 PM |
comment (0) It's an oldie :) Wednesday, October 13, 2010 @ 4:32 PM |
comment (0) She cries because she cares. She cries more because you don't. Monday, October 11, 2010 @ 4:38 PM |
comment (0) And I can't wait for the day Till I get over you, Can't wait till I finally see, That everything that happened And everything we were, was never, It was never meant to be Everything we've been through, Everything we've done, We were never meant to be.. • When a girl changes her mood, from a smile to frown, from a jolly one to a silent one - Then there's only 3 reasons why she's like that. Either she's jealous, has a problem, or she's hurt. • Argh. Fuck the trials and SC. Actually, fuck everything too. Sometimes I just wish I can disappear from this shit. The stress and hatred is really getting to me. Yeah I know, it doesn't like I'm this person right? Well, maybe because I'm so fucking good at hiding my emotions...yeah, it's been too long. You know, I can't remember the last time I was happy, not having to hide feelings with guilts, regrets, hatred - Just living life the way it should be. Meh, things can't always stay the same. I can't deal with bullshit anymore, let alone not doing anything about it. I know life isn't easy, but why the fuck does it have to so hard to achieve it? Oh wait, I forgot - You do what you gotta do, to get what you want. Achieving your goals isn't always that easy. Right now, I'm living life wth utter despair. Blah blah blah, I should stop now. End of rage. L1k3 0m@gAwSh DiisZ iss GoiiNksz tO bE3 soO h3cKtiicK!!! LiiFe3 iisZ GreAtt! WoOtt! Bai. Sunday, October 10, 2010 @ 5:07 PM |
comment (0) I hate being alone, because then I think, and when I think, I remember, and when I remember, I can't forget. I CREY. Monday, October 4, 2010 @ 1:00 AM |
comment (0) TIC TIC TOUR WENT OFF!!! IT WAS FREAKING AWESOME!! OMGOMGOMG!! SAW MYCHONNY LOL! POREOTICS WERE FUCKING SEXY. WAS SCREAMING MY LUNGS OUT. THEY'RE AMAZING DANCERS. I LOVE DUMBO NGUYEN AND LAWRENCE DEVERA! So sexyyyyy...Mmm ;) I also got a POREOTICS T-SHIRT. SO CUTE!!!! Unforgettable night. First concert I went to and it ROCKED!! I'm still in a shocked happy mood!!!!! I will try to go and sleep now...BUT I CAN'T!!!!! I hope they come back to Sydney AUS soon!!!   Thanks for the memories♥ Sunday, October 3, 2010 @ 12:23 AM |
comment (0) I seriously can't wait for tonight. It's going to be unforgettable. TIC TIC TOUR HERE I COME!WOOHOO!! I wonder if I'll see anyone I know that is going too...? Hmm. Duncan Sheik - Half Life
Friday, October 1, 2010 @ 9:11 AM |
comment (0) I'm awake in the afternoon I fell asleep in the living room And it's one of those moments When everything is so clear Before the truth goes back into hiding I want to decide 'cause it's worth deciding To work on finding something more than this fear It takes so much out of me to pretend Tell me now, tell me how to make amends Maybe, I need to see the daylight To leave behind this half-life Don't you see I'm breaking down Lately, something here don't feel right This is just a half-life Is there really no escape? No escape from time Of any kind I keep trying to understand This thing and that thing, my fellow man I guess I'll let you know When i figure it out But I don't mind a few mysteries They can stay that way it's fine by me And you are another mystery i am missing It takes so much out of me to pretend Maybe, I need to see the daylight To leave behind this half-life Don't you see I'm breaking down Lately, something here don't feel right This is just a half-life Is there really no escape? No escape from time Of any kind Come on lets fall in love Come on lets fall in love Come on lets fall in love Again 'Cause lately something here don't feel right This is just a half-life, Without you I am breaking down Wake me, let me see the daylight Save me from this half-life Let's you and I escape Escape from time Come on lets fall in love Come on lets fall in love Come on lets fall in love Again ♥ |
