Confessions.

I don't think I'll ever fall in love. No, I'm serious. I've been hurt quite a few times already. I'm scared, but the thing is, I've got to take changes and if I'm not satisfied with the outcomes, I should cope with it and move the fuck on. It's not as if my whole life depends on "one" guy, I mean seriously, I got a whole life ahead of me. I have goals waiting to be achieved, a family I need to take care of, getting into university, getting a good job, etc etc. But...it would be really nice to have someone fill in that empty space in your heart. Someone..someone who will forever be your soulmate, your lover, your bestfriend, your everything...
I've always wanted to have a partner, but I guess I can't find them...they should suddenly appear out of the blue. It's not like i'm desperate or anything, don't get the wrong idea. Then again, who knows who's going to be my partner? I guess I'll just have to wait and see, but I'm so damn anxious to know right now. Oh well, let's see what the future holds for me...not just about this but for everything..