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It has always been hard for me. Letting go of it now would be the best option.
Wednesday, January 26, 2011 @ 3:36 PM |
comment (0) Thinking of the good times we once shared not only does it make me happy, but it makes me sad. I mean, why do I need to think about to make me happy even when I'm sad? I'm pretty sure I have other things/people to make me feel like I belong and cater me with tender loving care. I know you have a special someone with you now. The one thing I need to do is forget about what we had and move on. What I've been holding on for too long has no meaning anymore. I wish I did do something about and vice versa. But I guess we were both young and all back then. You do know that even if I'm over you, the past would still hit me hard, as if I got punched. But whatever we did together cannot be erased, completely. It's a memory and will stay like that. And I know you'll never read this, but this is not for you to feel sorry for me, it's my thoughts and feelings. But...should you though? Anyway, I know that we already clarified our past and problems, but it's just so hard freaking hard to let go of someone who was once part of your life. I wish I could get over it now. Clearly, it's not worth thinking... Oh well, why bother typing this up on a blog if you're never going to read this. You have a beautiful girlfriend as well, and I surely don't want to ruin that bond you two have together. I would be stupid if do. Maybe I'm just jealous that I don't have a significant other. Meh, life goes on right? And I'll probably get over it sooner or later. But just remember...You never even tried to fix it. You never even tried at all. You didn't want to hurt me? Well, you did. |
