Honestly, I don't care what happens anymore. I don't care if the guy I like doesn't like me back. There's plenty of fishes in the sea. Yes? No? I don't freaking know. I don't if people are willing to go behind my back and talk shit about me. Words can't hurt me, fool. I don't care if people don't respect me. That's their problem. I don't care if things don't go as planned. It's just how it is. I don't care if I have to run a mile for that person. I would do anything for that person. I don't care if I get hurt. It's life, what can you do? I don't care what could happen to me if I do something reckless. Never regret. If you regret, how can you live on to be happy? I don't care if I'm excluded to something. That's it, there's nothing I can do. It's not tragic. I don't care if people can't accept me for who I am. If that's how it should be, then it should. I don't care if people would talk crap about even if I didn't do anything to them. I don't care if people brings out the past and spreads them to people. I'm not as weak as you think. Do what you want. Go ahead. Try and sabotage my reputation. It's old. Build a bridge and get over it. People makes mistakes! You just have to accept that, otherwise, leave their lives.
If it's family, do give a damn about it. You wouldn't be living without them.

But...there are times where I could lose it. Not having the strength to overcome with the misconceptions, not having the ability to stop and think to myself, "What the hell am I doing? This is not right". I tend to jump to conclusions whenever I'm in a quarrel with my loved ones. It really sucks you know. The only way I could release my anger and sadness is to just...cry. It's all I could ever do. What else can I do? There are times where I would be happy, but not completely. Ever heard of faking a smile? Yeah, that's the one. I do that a lot. A lot that it has become a very bad habit. Yeah, you guys do it too, don't you? I don't want to care about what others think. It has always been time for me to listen to my own advices, and when I achieve them, I can help others in need of comfort. I just want peace and love all year round.
No expectations, no disappointments..