The reason why I didn't tell him my feelings for him was because I was scared that after I tell him, everything will change. I didn't want to tell him because it might've ruined our friendship, even he said he wouldn't care if I liked him(this was when I asked him if he'd say or do anything about it) and I care more of our friendship then being like an acquaintance(by this, I meant when him and I weren't as close as now) to each other. I would've hated that. There'll always be a aprt of me where my heart will always warm up whenever he looks at me, talks to me and smiles at me, well, when we talk,haha but who knows, eh?

Though, I don't think he feels the same way like I do for him. I know I'm seem pretty sceptic about it, but I can't help myself.