It's useless! I want to feel happy. When I mean happy, I don't want to worry about boys and other . All I want to worry about is my school work, career pathways getting into uni, etc.  I don't want to love again...yet. I've learnt my lesson, so that's why I'm going to give up on it for now.

To me, I did what I could. Giving you hints. Everything. Everything has gone to wastes. You've moved on, and now it's my turn to do it. Yes, I don't want to love you anymore. Hence it is why I choose to follow this path also. You were the only one I'd be besotted with. I just don't have that feeling I once had for you - It has slowly faded...I don't want to burden you, that's why I want to forget about you and let you live your life. I guess, you can't comprehend it. And, why would you need me in life anyway? Haha, don't worry, you'll always be important to me. I wonder - Am I important to you? Just wondering.

I am me, this how I am supposed to be. Loving life, family, having the most wonderful friends, and plenty more! No boy-related problems(and other pointless shit), no freakin' worries.

This is the real me.