All I want to do is excercise, so I can release all the anger within me...I'm just not feeling the vibe tonight. FUCK YOU. I just want to cry....cry like a FUCKING BABY. Fuck everything. I've never been so angry since last year. You are reluctant. Why did I waste all my time liking you....why the fuck am i acting like this again Crying ovr some fucking boy who won't fucking give a crap and CAN'T EVEN FUCKING REALISE THAT THE GIRL THAT'S WRITING THIS IS IN PAIN BECAUSE OF HIM. HE DOESN'T EVEN KNOW I LIKE HIM. HOW FUCKING PATHETIC. I TOLD HIM ON THE PHONE BUT HE DIDN'T HEAR ME. YOU KNOW WHAT? FORGET ABOUT ME. I THOUGHT WE HAD A FUCKING CONNECTION. GUESS IT WAS TOO CLOSE TO CALL. GOD I SHOULD BE HAPPY WITH MY LIFE. I HAVE ONE OF THE MOST WONDERFUL PEOPLE IN MY LIFE THAT I WOULDN'T WANT TO LOSE. BUT YOU! WHY IS IT ALWAYS YOU THAT FUCK IT UP. THAT'S WHY I DON'T LIKE GOING ON MSN TOO. IT'S FUCKING GAY AND ALSO, IT'S BECAUSE I'M AVOIDING YOU, BECAUSE I WOULDN'T KNOW WHAT TO TALK TO YOU ABOUT. I LOVE YOU, BUT WHAT'S THE FUCKING POINT NOW? IT'S USELESS AND MEANINGLESS...